Set Me Free

I made her out to be someone she is not, I looked passed the lies coming off her lips

They scarred my skin red, as I took no notice to the hints

It was all there, right in front of me

Yet I could not see, what I was allowing free

 

I was stupid, I was dumb

She was smart, she would not succumb

“Leave her be,” they had told me

Leave and be and let me free,

Oh how nice would that be?

It was all too easy, my mind was boggled

I could not see;

I could not see what she was doing to me

 

She pretends to care, oh how she pretends to care

We are drowning, the both of us

I can see it and so can you

Why do we continue to try?

All it is doing is turning our silver to rust

She pretends to care, oh how she pretends to care

I have lost all my trust, I will no longer breathe in her air

No more, and not here

 

Her earrings dangle, she pushes back her hair

I know it is coming, I know it will not be fair

She will stop, she said

She will stop, she said

A lie it was; obvious to me, terrible to her

And the rest, well it was all but a blur

 

Now we are in the car, arguing like lightening

Her words, they were biting,

But I kept on fighting

We cannot do this anymore, we cannot do this anymore

I scream, she shouts

Only more problems come to sprout

She pretends to care, oh how she pretends to care

Can you see that it is not fair?

 

Broken glass on the ground, where do we go from here

My lips they tremble, they tremble in fear

Her hand lowers, my cheek is now pink

She smiles and I shrink

It is the end now, we are no longer

I have lost, but now I am stronger

The next time she strikes it will not be with me,

It will be with someone else who has yet to be set free


Note: Is this a poem or song lyrics? I do not know.

So Stupid

Beads of sweat dripped down his face. She damped another towel and placed it on his forehead. The tense muscles in his face immediately relaxed. Roselyn sighed. “Stupid bastard,” she said as she stood up, pushing down the wrinkles in her shirt. “No one told you to take the blade for me.”

His eyebrows furrowed, as if heard her. She looked down at him, eyes sad. “I could’ve easily taken that injury. The sword would’ve grazed my side, at the most. But you…” She shook her head. “You just had to jump in front of me, didn’t you?”

Of course, she was responded with silence.

“You probably thought you were protecting me — and yes, technically speaking, you were. You did. You prevented the blade from contacting me. That all is true. But…here’s the thing, Teren,” she swallowed the lump in her throat. “I never needed protecting. Even if that goddamn sword had got me in the stomach, like it had to…you, I would’ve been able to take it. I’ve had worse injuries before. It would’ve been just another scar on my body.” She paused. Why? She didn’t know. It was like part of her expected him to awaken and disagree with her words.

“You — you’re different, Teren. You’ve never been hurt more than maybe a small scratch. A broken finger. You’ve never been…” Her throat tightened. “Stabbed.”

She frowned at him — at his unconscious body. Dying body. His hair was wet with sweat and plastered to his head. His skin was as white as paper, and clothes of the same color. And the bandages…the bandages that were wrapped around his waist, had splotches of blood seeping through it. Roselyn made a note in her head to change his bandages soon.

“They said you may live,” she continued. But they said you might die, too, she added darkly in her head. “It’ll take a while for you to heal fully, but they think you’ll push through.” His lips twitched.

“I hope—” She stopped herself. “I’m not an optimist, Teren. You should know that by now. I have my doubts, yes. However…if anyone deserves to live, it’s you. Teren. It’s my fault you’re like this — partially your’s, too — but it’s more so mine. I should’ve known you do something as…stupid as this. I should’ve been more prepared. I’ll take that fault upon myself; along with everything else I’ve done.”

She exhaled loudly. “I won’t tell you that you’ll get better. I won’t lie to you. No one knows what’ll happen, but yourself, Teren. So, do me a favor, will you, and decide quickly. I don’t care if it’s death you choose. As long as you do it soon. Because…” She lowered her voice. “Because I can’t stand to see you in any more pain that you already are. Make it easier for yourself, okay, and do it as quick as you can. Make it fast.”

She stared at him for only a second longer.
“That’s all I needed to say to you,” she finished. She then turned away and left the room.

Space

He smelled like soap and fresh mint. It was great. And she hated herself for thinking so — for loving the scent that he gave off. She drew back, glancing at him with an annoyed expression, as he had been leaning over her shoulder. “Give me some space, will you?” She snapped. “I can practically smell your breath from here, and it reeks like a dog’s.”

Lies. His breath carried the same aroma of the caramel candy he had in his mouth. And that too, was heavenly. Goddamn it.

“Does it?” He smiled. He didn’t move. “If I do this, does it make it worse?” He moved in closer and breathed in her face. Gods, did he smell good. She had to use every ounce of her self-control not to pull him in and kiss him right then and there.

She closed her eyes. “Don’t do that.”

“Why?” He asked. He leaned in closer, closer. Now it wasn’t just mint and soap — it was mint, soap, and caramel. It was odd how well the scents smelled together. His face was only inches from her. She clenched her jaw tightly, lips in a line. “Do you not like the smell of caramel, Roselyn?” His hot breath kissed her face.

She gave him a brittle smile. “I hate caramel.”

She loved it — she loved it a lot. The sweetness of it, mixed with just a hint of sea salt. It’s chewy, soft texture that melted in your mouth. It’s fragrance…

He moved back, behind her, with a smirk. “Odd,” he said in a low voice. Thinking. “I had always taken you for someone who loves sweets. Perhaps, I was wrong.”

No, he was very much right.

“Perhaps you were.” She exhaled the breath that had been caught in her chest. His eyes flashed amusement at her. She wanted to punch him. She wanted to kiss him.

She stood up abruptly. She needed to go — get some fresh air. Get away from him. Just for a little bit, if anything at all. For if she stayed with him a second longer, she was afraid what she would do.

“We’re done for the day,” she told him. “We’ll continue tomorrow.”

Kale tilted his head, his dark hair falling to the side of his forehead and over his brows. Even that small movement was attractive to her. “That wasn’t a very long session. Weren’t we going to go over other healing techniques?”

“We’ve done enough for today,” she lied. They had barely done anything today. “Unless you want Sorren to teach you it today. I’m sure he’d be willing to.”

He shook his head, taking a few steps towards her. Her muscles tensed. “No, I can wait. Sorren’s not a bad teacher, but I think I understand you better…” Another steps closer. She couldn’t move her feet. Kale arched a brow. “What’s wrong, Roselyn? Are you feeling okay?” Feeling okay? She wanted to laugh. She felt sick to the stomach. “You’ve been acting weird all day.”

“I’m fine,” she said. “Really.”

It was to convince herself more than him. However, it didn’t work for her, and it surely didn’t for him, either — as he smiled at her with a face that told her he knew what she was thinking. Probably even more so, than she did herself.

“Roselyn,” he said slowly. He took two steps forward, barely a foot away. “You’re not afraid of me, are you?”

“‘Afraid of you’,” she repeated with a small laugh. “No, of course not! I just…I’m just feeling a little off today. Nothing — ah — nothing to be worried about.”

“Oh, yeah?” He gave her a wide smile. “I guess I should let you go then, huh? I’d hate to make you suffer.”

You already are.

“Thank you,” she said. She turned away, about to start walking towards the door, when he caught her arm. She looked back at him with her eyes widened for a quick moment.

“I’ll come with you,” he said, his voice low; rumbling in his throat.

She swallowed, “Sure.”

He released her, but she could still feel the heat and pressure of his fingers on her arm. It burned like fire. She walked out the door, feeling as stiff as a wooden plank. And he followed behind her. She could feel his gaze burning on her back.

They headed down the hall, wordlessly. She didn’t dare to speak to him any more, and he seemed to be content with doing the same. When she would glance over at him, however, he would smile. She looked away each time.

Once she reached the room of her apartment door, she felt a sense of relief. Finally, she thought. Finally, she could get some peace.

“We’re here,” she said. A way of saying it was okay — more than okay — for him to leave.

“We are,” he agreed. His face was unusually serious, his dark eyes maybe even with a hint of worriment to them. “Get some rest, okay?”

She nodded. “Will do.”

Roselyn pivoted towards her door and pulled out her key to unlock it. Kale didn’t move away. “Are you waiting for something?” She asked, her back still turned towards him.

“Just for you to get inside safely.”

A laugh bubbled in her throat. “Like anyone is going to attack me as I open my door! I’m the ‘Red Rose’, for the gods’ sake. People don’t even look me in the eyes when I pass by them.”

“Demons may. People may.” His face remained straight. “They aren’t afraid of you, no matter what the gossip says about you. Besides,” he cleared his throat. “I thought you hated that nickname.”

“I do.” She unlocked the door and kicked it open. “I can’t help it if the stupid name catches on. You gotta admit, though,” —she turned to look at his in the face— “it does have a nice ring to it, doesn’t it? — as annoying as it is.”

“Yes, it does.” It was barely a whisper. His eyes were locked on with her’s, as she held the door open. Her fingers curled around the edge of the door tightly, as if it was the only thing keeping her from falling over. And maybe it was.

He gave her a half-smile. “I’ll see you tomorrow, bright and early.”

“Yeah,” she nodded. She had never heard her voice sound as small as it did then. “Tomorrow.”

He turned around. She was so very tempted to stop him — to tell him to stay. Even though she would’ve hated to do so. She couldn’t admit her liking for him. She couldn’t do it. He had coaxed her this all time — teased her — flirted with her, as if none of it mattered at all. But it did.

After awhile, it did.

It started to hurt. And she couldn’t do anything about it. With hardly any recognition, her hand flew to his shoulder. It was so light of a touch, she thought he may not notice it at all — yet he turned, surprised.

“Yes?” He said.

She hesitated, slowly bringing her hand down. “Nothing,” she said finally. “It’s nothing.”

“Gods, Evergreen,” he laughed. “You must really be sick. Either that, or you have some kind of crush on me.” There was a jolt in her stomach. Oh, if only he knew how true he was.

He stepped back towards her, she tried to move away but failed and hit her back to the doorway. He pushed a hand to her forehead. “I mean, look at you — you’re flushed pink.”

She said nothing, as she looked down. She refused to make eye-contact with him. He removed his hand, his face replaced with confusion. She knew what he was thinking.

After all, her forehead wasn’t hot, was it?

“Evergreen?” He asked. She didn’t speak. “Roselyn.”

That caught her attention. Her face was heavy as she brought it to his level. “You’re not sick, are you?”

“Not in the slightest.” She gave him a small smile.

“Why lie then?” He thought for a moment, then two, before a spark lit his eyes and a gigantic smirk forming after it. “Don’t tell me you actually like me, Roselyn.”

She didn’t reply.

“Oh gods, it’s true, isn’t it?” His voice rose, as if excited. He was practically beaming at her. “Roselyn, you little—”

“I’ll see you tomorrow, Kale.” She closed the abruptly — right in his face. He said something, muffled through the door, but she ignored it. She’d deal with him later. And hopefully later was a long time away.

 

It Won’t Matter

Damon slipped his arms through the shirt and started to button it up. When he finished, he glanced in the mirror, turning to the side. He could see Lauren in the reflection, making his bed. Her light brown hair was pulled into a braid, and bangs covering her eyes as she bent over. She wore the usual maid outfit — white and lilac, with laces embowered all over. He thought it complement her quite well, bring out her honey-colored skin and pale green eyes.

As she placed the last set of pillows on his bed, he walked over and wrapped his arms around her waist. He could feel her body stiffen. The scent of soap and vanilla clung to her skin. He loved it.

Lauren tore his arms off her carefully, turning face him. Her face was stern, as a mother scolding a child would be. “We can’t do this anymore, Damon,” she told him, lips pressed tightly together.

“No one has to know,” he tried to argue. She didn’t look convinced. He grabbed her hands. “Lauren, listen to me,” his voice lowered. “I love you. I want to be with you. Why isn’t that enough for you?”

She only shook her head. “It’s against the rules,” she said quietly. Her eyes went to the ground. She pulled her hands away from his grip.

He took in a painful breath. “Who cares about the rules?”

‘Who cares about the rules?’” She repeated. Her eyes snapped back to his, blazing with anger. “I do. You do. Don’t you understand, Damon? If people find out, it will all be over.” Tears flooded her eyes. She blinked them dry. “I’ll lose my job. You, Damon, you will be banished from the castle. Banished! People will revolt against you. You’ll be hated; despised,” she swallowed. “No one wants that…” Her voice was small.

He took a step forward, decreasing the space between them. Damon pressed his hands to her shoulders. She looked up at him, teary-eyed. “None of that matters,” he whispered. “You matter. Only you.”

“You’re engaged, Damon,” she responded bitterly. His grip loosened on her. He looked away. “What will you do when a child you claim is hers, is found to have these…these–” She pointed at her ears with frustration. The ears she tried so hard to hide with her hair. The ears that were pointed at the tips, unlike humans were. Her face was flushed pink. “Elf ears!” She finally spat out.

“That won’t matter,” Damon said.

She threw her hands up angrily. “You keep saying that, but do you really mean it? How would you know ‘it won’t matter’. How?” Her eyes searched his face for answers.

“Kings always have multiple wives,” he pointed out. “You can be one of my mistress…”

She spun around, her arms crossed. “Is that really your answer?” He opened his mouth to answer. She stopped him, holding up a hand. “‘It doesn’t matter’. I don’t care,” she started for the door. Damon reached for her, but she slapped his hand away. He froze. Her face was stricken with hot tears. “Just leave me alone, Damon. I don’t want to be your mistress. I don’t want to be your anything.”

She slammed the door shut behind her.

I Know

When Alice came into the office, Alen was standing facing the window, his back to her. The sleeves of his white shirt were pushed up to his elbows, revealing his horrible skin that he tried so much to hide. The purpling bruises and harsh rashes that developed over his arms were hard to ignore. They were exposed.

His skin, was exposed.

Alice stepped inside, her heels clicking across the floor. She placed the papers onto Alen’s desk wordlessly.

“Alice,” he said. He was staring down at his arms. “When you see this…this disgusting skin, what do you think?” Alice pursed her lips. She was silent. “Do you think ‘that skin, it’s nauseating…it’s monstrous’, or ‘that poor man with skin of a monster, I wish it wasn’t so!’”

“First of all, I don’t talk like that,” Alice pointed out quietly.

“No,” Alen agreed. He slowly turned around, a wide smile on his face. “Of course you don’t.”

“Then why…?” She closed her mouth, unsure in what to say. Alen laughed. It wasn’t the light laughter Alice had once heard in the past, it was the laugh of a sad, and pained man. A person who is laughing, although he wasn’t happy. It was a bitter laugh.

“I exaggerate, Alice, my dear,” Alen answered. “You should know that by now. It’s what everyone says about me now.” He started to pace around the room, “Did you see that news article the other day? They called me a — and I quote — a ‘spoiled twenty-year-old brat, that is in charge of a unnecessary company that isn’t in need of existing’.”

“You shouldn’t listen to them,” Alice said. “They lie for more views. They…too, exaggerate.”

Alen stopped. “We’re all liars now, are we, Alice? Are you ‘exaggerating’ too?”

“What…no,” she replied, confused. “Alen, why are you being like this?”

He spun around, facing her. He started to laugh crazily. “‘Like this’? What is the definition of ‘like this’, Alice?”

She swallowed. “Alen–?”
“You don’t know, do you?” He snapped. “You don’t know anything, Alice. Nothing! You keep playing around with me — with my heart — but you know nothing. You never knew anything! Why would you lie?” He screamed. “Why would you lie?”

Alen fell to his knees, his hands pressed to his face. He started to sob. “Why would I lie?” He cried through his fingers.

Alice stood in the middle of the room, frozen. She didn’t know what to do; what do say. She frowned. She felt her feet carry herself over to Alen. She bent down and put an arm around him. His body was shaking as he cried.

“Alen,” she apologized. “I’m sorry. For everything. I didn’t mean to…hurt you. I didn’t mean to do any of it. I was…stupid.” She bit down on the inside of her cheek.

He glanced up at her from his hands. His eyes were red and irritated. “I was never mad at you, Alice,” he croaked through tears. “I tried to be, but I couldn’t.”

“I know,” Alice whispered, pressing her face next to his. “I know.”

Clothing Store

Tabitha walked through the clothing store, her fingers touching each piece of cloth as she passed. The silk feel cool under her fingertips; the wool was soft and full of warmth. She stopped at the dresses, and started to shuffle through the racks with ease. They were filled with soft spring colors — her favorite. She pulled out a peachy pink dress, that for normal sized people might fall at their knees, but for her…it would be at her ankles. She sighed and put it back. She hated shopping for her small figure. It made her feel like a child.

She rummaged past the back of the rack for another dress. There, she found a purple one, with soft fabric, that just might work. She glanced at the size tag. Small. She could almost smile.

Suddenly, there was soft pressure of a hand brushing her shoulder blade. She spun around to see Alen Daemons standing behind her. Her mouth hung open. “Alen,” she said, swallowing, and wrapping the dress over her arm. “What are you doing here?”

He looked horrible. His hair was matted, and sticking out at every end. His normally so very blue eyes were faded. The skin under them, the color of deep purple. He looked as if he hadn’t slept in days, or even a month. His clothes were messily arranged into a button-up that, Tabitha noticed, was buttoned wrong, and slacks that hung off him baggily — a few sizes too big. His shoes didn’t match.

“I’m looking for a new suit,” he finally said. “I thought I might check around in here.”

Tabitha hugged the dress in her arms tightly. “Alen, this is a women’s clothing store.”

“Oh, is it?” He glanced around, as if in a dazed. “I didn’t happen to notice.” He scratched the back of his head, leaving it only messier than before. He blinked.

“Alen, are you okay?” She asked, biting her lip. She looked up at him, a bit worried. Although, she wasn’t quite fond of the older boy anymore, they did have some past together, and he wasn’t a horrible person. Just confused. So very, very confused.

Alen sighed. “No, Tabitha dear, I am not. But thank you for asking.” He turned away, almost stumbling over. He caught himself over a clothes rack clumsily. Now, Tabitha knew something was very wrong. The Alen she knew never fell. He was the most balanced person she knew.

Her hand lightly touched his shoulder, “Would you like to talk about it?”

He turned slightly. The light hit his eyes so they looked almost sky blue. He gave her a sad look, with his face still pointed in the other direction. “Now, why would you do that? Since when, my dear, have you started to care about me again?” His voice was raw. Tabitha’s skin pricked all over. She took a step back.

“I-I’m sorry,” she apologized. “I just thought…”

Alen only shook his head. “How about we take this somewhere else? I’d hate to make a scene here.” He looked in the direction of other women flooding the store. Not one was staring or even glancing their way. But Tabitha said nothing and followed him out. The purple dress she had picked up, was placed back in it’s rightful place.

She hated that shade on herself anyways.

“So tell me now, dear,” Alen said as they left the store, and went into the busy streets, “When did you and your brother start to travel alone? I’ve never seen you apart. Did he not want to buy some clothing for himself?”

“Once again, that was a women’s clothing store, Alen,” she reminded, as kindly as she could. “And no, he was busy doing something else.” With someone else, her mind added bitterly. They stopped at the crosswalk and waited for it to flash green.

“Shame,” Alen replied. “I would have loved to see his most lovable face. Maybe punch it.” He was staring across the street, his eyes wondering. He surely didn’t look mad, but Tabitha could tell very well, that he was. The frustration was all in his voice and manners of speaking.

They started to walk again. People pushed passed them, as they headed towards the opposite side of the street. The familiar sounds of running cars and raised voices filled the street. The scent of fresh rain still stuck in the air.

“Are you going to tell me what’s wrong or are we just walking these streets endlessly, Alen Daemons.” Tabitha said.

Alen peered at her from the corner of his eyes. His bangs brushed over the lashes that shadowed his eyes. “With time, my dear, with time.” He tugged at her arm to the direction of the central park. They finally stopped at a bench that was shadowed by a large tree.

“So, tell me,” Tabitha started. “What in the world has happened, Alen? I’ve never seen you this…”

“Horrible? Messed up?” Alen sighed. “It doesn’t matter. It’s all the same.” He shuffled a hand threw his hair with frustration.

“What is?” She asked. Tabitha cross her legs, pointing her head towards him with curiosity.

“First,” he said, raising a finger. “Tell me me about your brother. What is he doing?”

“That doesn’t matter,” She told him angrily. “Forget Lance. I want to know about you, Alen. You.”

“You’re distracted yourself from him by concerning yourself with my problems,” Alen told her. She closed her mouth. She hadn’t thought of it that way. But, truthfully, he was right. The reason she had gone shopping; the reason she followed Alen…they were all to avoid her brother. “Don’t Pretend you’re not, Tabitha. I know you quite well.”

Tabitha brought out a deep breath. “You know me too well,” she shook her head, her hair moving with her. “Lance is with…a woman.”

Alen blinked. “A woman?”

She fixed her posture, and sat up straight. “Please tell me Melissa is still in Paris,” Tabitha suddenly said, changing the topic. “She’s still there, right? Right?”

His face darkened. He slouched over, a hand resting against his face. And without any words at all, she finally had found what was bothering him. Just with that look alone. “No,” he replied. “No, she came back. She’s here, Tabitha. She’s here.”

“God damn it.” Tabitha cursed. Her hand slammed against the bench in a closed fist. “That’s just what I had feared.” Alen looked at her for answers. “Lance has been hanging around with that bitch. I was hoping it was a different Melissa, you know, he had never met your sister. But…”

“It’s her,” Alen finished. She nodded in response. His jaw clenched tightly. “You asked what was wrong? She took the company. Everything. That job was my life…and now it’s gone. Gone!” His face fell into his hands. Tabitha wanted to reach for him; to comfort him, but she knew that would be too much. That was another woman’s job, not her’s.

They sat in silence. The wind blowed through. Tabitha’s hair went with the breeze, pieces of it hit her face lightly. She pushed it away. Alen’s body slightly shook. She frowned.

“What about Alice?” She asked. Alen said nothing. “She came with you…right?” He was silent. There was uneasiness filling her gut.

Alen looked up at her for a moment. “No, she stayed. She had a choice, and choice to stay. With Melissa.” His face went back to being hidden by his hands. Tabitha noticed how long and slender they were. His skin color was as pale as milk. She then looked to her own, that were slightly tanned from the excess sunlight.

“Damn,” She muttered. “You two had the most on-and-off relationship I’ve ever seen, but I never expected her to do something like that.”

“She stayed for the money,” Alen said through his fingers. “Is it that hard to believe?” He finally sat back up. He stared out into the park, not looking once at her. The sunlight was fading, and the shadows grew. The day was turning to an end. And it seemed, Alen was heading with it, Tabitha thought. He wanted it all to end.

“Yes, it is.” She said to him. “Alen,” she paused for a moment, choosing her words wisely. “Do you know why we dated — or rather — why I asked to date you?”

He shook his head, slightly confused. “Where are you going with this, dearest?”

“I wanted to fix you. I saw you as an injured and confused animal. I thought if we dated, maybe, just maybe, I could heal that heart of your. All those wounds your mother and sister created might just vanish. But…as you know, it didn’t quite work that way.

“When we broke it off, I finally saw what when wrong. You didn’t need anyone to fix you, Alen. You needed someone to understand you. Someone to love you as you are–”

“Where are you getting with this?” Alen cut off. His voice was thick.

“What I’m trying to say is, that person who you needed — was Alice. She understood you, and stood by you. She loved you.”

“Apparently, not enough.” Alen replied bitterly.
“She’ll come back,” Tabitha told him. “I know she will. She is the type of person I could never be. And she’ll come back.”

Alice

“Alice,” her name was called, by Alen’s urgent voice. He was muffled by the closed door, but it was loud enough for her to understand. He wanted her. She took a breath and turned to face the door. She had been standing against the wall of the doorframe, waiting; for this moment perhaps. She did not know. She opened the door. Alen’s back was to her, he was sitting opposite from his desk, staring out the window. She could only see the top of his dark hair from behind the chair.

She walked inside, her shoes clicking on the tile floor. “Yes?” She asked. She froze. Her breathing stopped for a moment — she had forgotten to add ‘sir’. Alen didn’t seem to notice. She exhaled. He spun his chair around so she could see his face. His blue eyes were striking, as always. They saw right through her.

He tilted his head, raising a brow. “Alice, dear, won’t you come closer?” She was still standing in the middle of the room. She nodded, and stepped closer. Chills pricked at her, as she got closer. It had been days since he had called for her. The last time he had…her cheeks flushed. No. She can’t think of that now. She calmed herself. The pink faded.

“That’s better,” Alen remarked as she stood in front of his desk. He was smirking. He put a hand to his chin, and rested his head on it. He studied her for a moment. Alice’s eyes flickered across the room. “Do you know why I called you?”

Alice shook her head. Her ponytail hit her cheek as she moved her head. “No, sir.”

He beckoned her closer, “Come here. Closer.”

She was now standing in front of him. His eyes were sparkling. He uncrossed his legs and stood up. His eyes were only inches above from her’s. She had always liked his height; not too tall, not too short. His eyes went to her shirt collar, which she noticed was folded wrong. His fingers went to it and started to adjust it. “Alice,” she could feel his warm breath down her neck. “Silly girl, your collar was messed up. You ought to be more careful.” He patted at it, once he finished fixing it.

His eyes went back to hers. She flinched. They were a deep blue that was the color of the ocean. “I’m sorry…sir?” Her voice trailed off. He was leaning closer to her, his lips were pursed. She could almost feel their heat on her skin.

Then he stopped.

His lips started to move but nothing came out. His closed his mouth. He pulled away from her. “I would rather you drop the honorific.” He said quietly. He won’t meet her gaze. She looked at his confused. Was he going to–? “That is all, Alice. Thank you.”

She slowly nodded and went to walk away. As she turned her back, Alen added, “I’m sorry for wasting your time.”

“My time is never wasted with you, Sir–” She caught herself, “Alen.” Alice replied back. She could almost feel his smiling burning into her back. She closed the door.

Foggy Mirror

Mia sat at the end of the bed, her feet dangling off the side, just skimming the floor with her toes. The dress she wore hung down to her knees. It was made of only the purest silk and a deep shade of baby blue. Since it had no sleeves, she pulled over a sweater that rested on her shoulders. If there was one thing she would like to keep the same, it was being able to cover exposing skin.

There was a knock at the door. And before she could even register it, the door flung open, and Cameron stood outside of it. He walked in and closed it behind him. He smiled the moment he saw her. She looked away. He had his brown hair combed back, only a few pieces of hair falling over his forehead. His eyes were warm chocolate. He had a white button-up and slacks. So plain. So fitting.

“I love that color on you,” he said as he sat down next to her, “It matches your eyes.” Does it, she wanted to say, but of course, she couldn’t. She slide over to the corner of the bed, her butt almost hanging over the edge. He waited for her, as if she could respond. Then a gear clicked within his head. “Oh– I’m sorry.” He shoveled through his pockets until he pulled out something gleaming. A mirror. He placed it on Mia’s lap. “How could I forget the only thing that we can use to communicate. My apologies.” She stared down at it. An distraction.

It was small, and had carvings around the edges that resembled waves. She couldn’t help but like it. Her fingers traced around it, it was cool under their touch. “Consider it a gift from me.” Cameron told her. She made the mistake of glancing over at him. He had a wide, and painfully charming smile on his face. It was much different than his usual face.

She went back to the mirror. It started to fog up under her gaze. She put her pointer finger to it and traced letters onto it. She pointed it towards him. YOU SEEM HAPPY TODAY, it read. He took a moment to read it before laughing. “I am happy. I’m with you.” She turned away and it seemed his smile faded. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see his reflection through the mirror. He brought his thumb to her cheek and brushed across it. She flinched and he pulled back immediately. “Oh,” he whispered.

She made her mind create fog on the mirror once again. Then she wrote. She held it up to him, this time saying, PLEASE DON’T TOUCH ME RIGHT NOW. His brows furrowed for a moment and he put a hand over his mouth. “Sorry. I almost had forgotten that the air is different between us now.” He voice was thick. He started to stand up, “I best be on my way.”

The door slammed and he was gone. Mia fogged up the mirror one more time. She wrote four words but erased them immediately. She wrote them again. She took a breath and erased them for the last time.

I STILL LOVE YOU, it had said.

Clockwork

“Doesn’t that get annoying?” Daniel asked as Lili wound up her wristwatch. There was a low click and then he heard gears being spun from inside her. She looked up at him, oblivious. “Huh–?” Her eyes brightened, then she waved her arms around. “Oh! Oh, no. Not at all.” A sheepish grin filled her face. He sighed and looked away. She was hopeless. She didn’t even realize he was talking to her. So hopeless…

“Turning that thing — what? — every few hours, doesn’t bother you one bit?” He continued, turning back towards her. Her blue eyes were wide and in thought.

“Nope.” She paused. She held out a finger and opened her mouth but closed it again. “Ah, um–” Daniel narrowed his eyes. She threw her hands up.“Right! Forgot what I was saying.” Lili laughed nervously. “It’s every 12 hours.” She nodded to herself for a moment before going on. Her eyes flickered back to him, “But that isn’t the point, I’m just grateful I’m able to– you know–” She shuffled her feet in front of her, and glanced at Daniel from the side. “To live…be alive. Without Papa–” She took in a breath of air. “I wouldn’t be here, you know…?” Her voice trailed off. She shook her head. “Sorry.”

They were both quiet.

“Well, I wish I had your patience.” Daniel spoke up. “I would break that thing if I had to wind it up–” A smirk. “Every 12 hours.” Lili giggled. “What happens when you forget to do that, anyways? Do you die or something?”

Her eyes widened, “Oh God no!” She pressed a held to her mouth and stopped for a second. “No, but it’s not…good.” She searched for the right word. “I become like a…um–” She racked her mind. “Robot! A robot, almost.”

A robot?” Daniel raised a brow. She nodded rapidly.

“Yes. I just sit there — you know — eyes wide open–” she opened her eyes with her fingers so they look bigger “– mouth ajar, alive but not exactly there.” She nodded. “I tried it once. Papa had to wind me up again. I didn’t remember anything. It was just all black.” She shivered, then a smile was painted upon her lips. “Kinda like a dream you can’t remember.”

Daniel blinked at her. “Interesting…I guess.”

“Very.” She grinned. They went quiet again. Daniel’s eyes flickered to the window. The sun was slowly setting, it’s sky painted with reds and purples. It was beautiful. He gripped his knees tighly. He only had a few more days to return her. If not…

His knees felt like they were going to shatter.

“Are you okay?” Lili asked. Her eyes were staring at his hands. He let go.

“Ah, yeah–” He went back to the sunset. “It’s pretty, huh?”

She nodded. “I wish I was like that…” Daniel titled his head. He was about to say ‘what?’, when she answered for him. “Pretty. Sunsets are so pretty.”

“You don’t think you’re pretty?” He asked. She wore a sad smile. He regretted his question.

“It’s not that…it’s– I’m not fully real. I’m more of a doll with clock parts, than a human.” She sighed. “Some would say it’s disgusting. Inhuman.” She stared down at her shoes.

He pulled a hand threw his hair. “Don’t say that.” She glanced up at him. “You’re pretty, alright?” She laughed. A real smile.

“Haha, thank you.” She hit his shoulder playfully. She thought it was a joke. It wasn’t.

Daniel wanted to punch the wall. She was so hopeless.